Friday, April 10, 2009

am i annoying???why everyone look like angry with me??
what i have done??please tell me..don't be quiet and say nothing just look at me like very angry...i really scare...and i really already try my best to d0 everything that i can...why it seems like i do wrong??i really miserable..please don't did this to me...really hurt my heart..you know i really care of what you think and what you do..but sometime i really cant understand what are you thinking of..and you just ignore me and leave me alone..do you know how i feel when you did this to me???
what i do for you just wanna you to be happy..every time i am worried about the next morning you turns into blue again...i really afraid to see you when you become unhappy...i really wish to see you smile everyday and play like mad everyday..at least you didn't look so down..
please tells me when you are not happy don't put everything in you heart and don't wanna vent out..you can choose to don't tell me if that is your secret at least you don't ignore me..

ThE pErSoN iN thE DaRknEsS...

Everyone enjoy their life??or suffers in their life???
suffering of love in their life..Is the most frequent things that happen..
My friend cried because of love and hurt because of love.i cant make him feel better even though i already console him..what can i do??i really confuse..i just can listen to the song he sang to me and do nothing to help him..listen to the romantic story he tells me to vent out his sadness..
i cried after listening,why??is he story touching me,or i can feel the pain he tells me??
i wish i can accompany him when his birthday that is coming soon..he really felt sad that he lost his girlfriend and have to celebrate alone on his birthday.i can go to sing with him and make him feel better..but i just can apologize to him that i cant go out on that day..."sorry"really sorry..
the memories in his mind cant disappeared easily...he still remind everything even though he didn't saw her..is that the power of love that just like a memory card can save the incident that had happened??and it can just be deleted when another more happy incident has occurs..when will the incident happen to delete my friend's mind??i really don't wanna him to recall the sad things that make him looks sad...please be happy and i miss your smile..look forward you will found that you are not the only person staying in the earth..

ThE pErSoN iN thE DaRknEsS...