Dont run away even if you hate me...

i hate the person who ignore me...
run away from me...
escape from my sight...
i hate the feeling of facing this...
if you really hate me...just spit it out...
i can understand and i wont appear in your sigth..
i will run away from you as you always do...
pretend to be a stranger whenever i see you..
not interested to know about something related to you...
i dont mind hiding away from you,but i mind when i saw you hiding away from me..

do you know what is best friend?
playing with each other...talking..chatting...quarreling...fighting...
or the person you care the most doesn't include your lover and family...
the person who always share your sadness and happiness..
the person who always be there to help without asking anything in return...
you are the first person that comes to his/her mind before everyone else..
the person you willing to sacrifice for him/her...
the person you need when you're in trouble..
whatever he/she says means alot to you...
the person will hurt you alot when he/she betrays you...
the person you always trust..
the person who know you more,more than you know yourself..
so...do you have best friend??
a good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute.he may not seem such a good friend after telling....

am i annoying???why everyone look like angry with me??
what i have done??please tell me..don't be quiet and say nothing just look at me like very angry...i really scare...and i really already try my best to d0 everything that i can...why it seems like i do wrong??i really miserable..please don't did this to me...really hurt my heart..you know i really care of what you think and what you do..but sometime i really cant understand what are you thinking of..and you just ignore me and leave me alone..do you know how i feel when you did this to me???
what i do for you just wanna you to be happy..every time i am worried about the next morning you turns into blue again...i really afraid to see you when you become unhappy...i really wish to see you smile everyday and play like mad everyday..at least you didn't look so down..
please tells me when you are not happy don't put everything in you heart and don't wanna vent out..you can choose to don't tell me if that is your secret at least you don't ignore me..

ThE pErSoN iN thE DaRknEsS...

Everyone enjoy their life??or suffers in their life???
suffering of love in their life..Is the most frequent things that happen..
My friend cried because of love and hurt because of love.i cant make him feel better even though i already console him..what can i do??i really confuse..i just can listen to the song he sang to me and do nothing to help him..listen to the romantic story he tells me to vent out his sadness..
i cried after listening,why??is he story touching me,or i can feel the pain he tells me??
i wish i can accompany him when his birthday that is coming soon..he really felt sad that he lost his girlfriend and have to celebrate alone on his birthday.i can go to sing with him and make him feel better..but i just can apologize to him that i cant go out on that day..."sorry"really sorry..
the memories in his mind cant disappeared easily...he still remind everything even though he didn't saw her..is that the power of love that just like a memory card can save the incident that had happened??and it can just be deleted when another more happy incident has occurs..when will the incident happen to delete my friend's mind??i really don't wanna him to recall the sad things that make him looks sad...please be happy and i miss your smile..look forward you will found that you are not the only person staying in the earth..

ThE pErSoN iN thE DaRknEsS...

everything have change...
especially people's mind....i very curious of what everyone think of...
nowadays i think love is more important for everyone...all my friend suffers because of love..but there is also some who content with their love..
i hope everyone will conscious of what they are doing and never regret of what they have done..
is it love really important in our life??
everyone have their own lover..it doesn't care boy,girl,gay or les... it is the same...
but i find that love is a kind of drug that will let everyone addicted..when you started to love someone,you will use all method to let the person fall in love with you and when you lost it..you will suffers a lot of pain..
love will also change people's mind...it let someone becomes a fool,selfish,greedy,petty...
they will force their lover to do what they don't wanna do,and what they wish them to do...
but some of them really willing to do...
what is really special about love???
i know that when you really found your true love you will become the most happiest person in the world..there is no "sad"in your life...and you are not lonely anymore..
you enjoy your life everyday...
if you really want to love ,please don't regret what you have choose...if you really want to brake up,please don't regret what you have lost..when you have regret,you should not choose to love.....