Friday, December 18, 2009

tired of fighting...

quarrel....quarrel...quarrel....and QUARREL!!
this word can't escape in my life....
i was wondering...is it quarrel will make us more understand each other or make our relationship become worsen??
is it somethings wrong with me??or you??
we keep on fighting....quarrel...i don't want it anymore...!!stop it!!
i really tired..i'm absolutely exhausted....i just wanna take a rest...
i don't know what happen to me or you?
we keep on fighting with something not fatal..
we keep on angry each other with something can solve it easily..but although it can solve it...
we still fight...
am i wrong??i apologize...but it seems like doesn't help but worsen...
and what happen to me??i also keep on angry with you..
i don't know why??i can't answer!
i just can't control my temper on you..
do we want to keep on fighting like this??
you are going to apart...
you gonna leave me soon..
what is my future??are you still with me?????????

Thursday, December 17, 2009

the stressed over!!

finally all the stressed gone..
i felt relief after the exam...
for all these years i have been waiting for...
but i still don't satisfied...
something still disrupted my life....
what's going on....??
i just wanna stay free without worried...
what am i frustrated of??
no reply.....
i heard nothing...my mind came out nothing...
it just drive me mad without any reason..
at least give me hint ....at least i can guess and solve it..
as the saying goes.....no one can make you feel inferior without your consent...
did someone mke me feel inferior???